This is Me

This is Me.....

I love my messy room
I run after buses and metro
I re-use foil paper
I make notes on one sided paper, recycle paper
I give and take back exact change to the auto driver
I love eating anything which has lot of vegetables, I cant digest a Pizza
I buy the same brands which I have used , dont like experimenting
I love to read romantic novels, fiction and have never read Harry Potter
I love to carry big bags, fetish for Bags, my to buy list includes Da  Milano Bags
I collect paper bags
I wear big black glares
I never buy pens and love writing with a pencil
I love surprise gifts only and not surprises
I love Pani purri
I never buy red colour note book, because I failed a maths exam when I used a RED colour exam board, my mother says red is a color of STOP
I like reading Blogs and wish to start a series on my Blog
I cook occassionaly
I  enjoy gyming
I like to dress; wear nice clothes, nice shoes, carry nice bags and wear my solitaires and diamonds
I like pedicured, clean , neat feet, i hate dirty cracked feet
I hate guys who wear accessories
I prefer diamonds
I adore people who smell good
I love traveling alone
I can spend the entire Sunday reading newspapers
I prefer traveling by Public Transport, you get to observe so many people

Trying new cuisines
 I love winters but Enjoy Summer Heat of Delhi; so much to do

The Saturday, and the Big Prestigious Meeting

My professional life is revolving around this Big Prestigious Meeting, I have found some thing to write about and divert my mind. Some times writing can express more than you can say.

So it is a saturday and I am down with fever. Who is to be blamed, the bug going around the second floor where I have been transferred or the pressure of the meeting (haha) or the hangover from the thursday night party. The mid week party was on the occasion of return of our dear  friend Suchi , who used to work with us before in the present office. She has come back after two years.. It was a fun night with all the masti. She has now moved to London ( my city) . After ages just the four of us Jayshree, Anubha, Suchi and Anant fhe old gang got together on the terrace. Terrace is our favorite hang out place, its actually where Anubha and Jayshree stay and Suchi use to live there before. We have all our friday parties, birthday parties, shaadi parties, farewells on that terrace. Not to forget rains are best enjoyed  there. I shall soon get pictures and write more about it.

Jayshree

The party was simple fun, with getting drunk to all the conversations, where you don't have to think before speaking and the favorite Kachori breakfast. 

Anant and Suchi

I think the fever has saved me today for not showing up at the office, but I have to make sure I am all set to resume work on monday. Or my boss will be down with a fever .

Some pictures from old collection

Suchi and Me 2007

I think Something is Wrong

have you ever felt that you are in love with someone , when you are not in a relationship with the same person
as in you are in love with someone else and in a relationship with someone else.

have you ever felt that you are loving some one just for the fact that he loves you, and not that you love him
You dont want to cheat but you want to be honest with your self.

And have you ever fell in love with a person just with one aspect of him that you know. And you want to know more

And have you been in relationship just for the sake of being there, for nights you cant spend alone, for a shoulder to cry, for an ear to hear and not that you care

lets discuss

MIssing You!

Missing You was not part of the game,
Those cups of black tea , with little sugar and milk ( typical English style)
Delhi roads on the bike.
Beer on Sale

Those spaces between the fingers so that my fingers can slip in
That four month  pregnant stomach
That skirts and shirts
 

I didnt wanted to, but I am thinking of You

An empowering Sunday.

Today is a perfect sunday, just because I am happy. I have grown one week wiser. Well where sundays are spent sleeping and relaxing, my day started at 5 am , yes 5 in the morning because I couldnt sleep last night.Today I had my law entrance exam, which to my surprise went well. I am so greatful to such caring parents. My dad drove me to almost one end of the city. How Lucky I am and then because my exam went well I have been able to convince my mom to let me study and dont hang the sword of marriage on my head. 

Yes in India or in Punjabis you have to bargain your life with your parents. Please dont , get me married. 

When I was in school I was an average student, I use to fail in Maths just pass in other subjects but scored full in behavior and manners. So I was good student and after my 10th when I took up arts stream, Thank God for no maths and I started scoring well, I could see my mother walking proudly out of school after parents teacher meeting. And on the other hand, my brother is extremely opposite he neither studies , scores well and his parents teacher meeting is all about how naughty he is, so my mom has all together stop going to his school. For my punjabi mother children should be obedient and get scared when a mother shows her eyes. I am still scared of those eyes but not my brother. Being a home maker now I can see that trust she has in me and wants me to study. I hope it lasts, because I know she will be back tomorrow morning discussing suitable grooms. She never thought in her wildest dreams that I will even study this much, as in doing a masters from Abroad. She just prayed that I atleast do my bachelors from Delhi University, which I did. Apart from a regular course in Communications.

So coming back to my Sunday! after the exam my brother and I discussed the paper , had lunch with family (Pranthas and Lassi), typically Punjabi and then slept. So now I have been online replying to mail from work, cleaning my cupboard and my room. And the weather is perfect. But whats so special about this Sunday that it has renewed my confidence in myself. I never thought an exam which I was dreading is going to be so empowering. Not only this but an inner turmoil has got its answers, so I am happy and I look forward to an exciting week.

Sehar Profile

Hi
This is Sehar and it is my pen name.
Why I started blogging is because I have really got encouraged reading other people's blog so thought lets start my own and see if i can encourage or entertain others. I am truly writing for myself.
So the journey of blogging starts from 31 st of July 2008 in this yellow room. With the window right next to me and lovely Delhi weather here I go writing my thoughts.....