For The Present Circumstances

ENJOY!!!!!!!!

Without You!

What would i have been without you
Without You I was not Okay
You are my breath
You are my purpose
You are my true lover
Days when i didnt think about you
I was sad and depressed
And when i only thought about you
Were the best days of my life
You were my motive to live
You inspired me to give my best
I realize you are part of my mission on this universe
With You I was not afraid of making mistakes
I didnt care what the world said
but some one wise suggested to not let you go

You , You and only You
is my life all about.

You are: My Dreams

Profound commitment to a dream does not confine or constrain: it liberates. Even a difficult, winding path can lead to your goal if you follow to the end.
(Maktub)

Why?

everything is good
people say im the lucky one
this is the best thing happening
is it?
then why am I not happy
why am i sad
whats the plan for me
im not happy
sometimes its hard to understand the sign of universe
so what should i do
go ahead with what i have and accept it just because people sain its good
what about me, what about my dreams, what about my likes.
ITS A PAIN.........never ending pain
why
why why
i always get what i dnt want
and never get what i want
why
i cant get what i like
why cant this happen
defeated.... lost...... sad..... irritated.... waiting!

Happy Friendships Day !!!!!!

Well today is 3rd of August, first sunday in month of august so its Friendship day.
I would like to thank all my friends for being a part of my life.
To start with my chaddi friend i know her since pre nursery school can u imagine its like over 2 decades, she is my angel mother always there whenever i need her, a great cook indeed. I wish our frienship is there for ever but I also wish in this coming year you find your true soul mate.

My second friend is now doing fashion merchandising, she is a blessing indeed. We became friends during lunch time in school she got broasted chicken for me. She is the one who has been there with me in the same class throughout not only this i know her too well and the best part her boyfriends give me lot of respect for that.

Next is my best girl friend as in my dictionary my 911 and my...... no words. Right now she is in Chicago, just left do her masters in computer applications. she is fun, one person i really listen to , wether its twelve in the night or seven in the mornin we can call each other. Wether its new crush or office bitching etc etc

So i have loads of friends school friends, college friends, street friends, office friends, intern friends, bitching friends, shopping friends, eating out friends, phone friends, metro friends, car pool friends, philosophy friends, girlfriends boyfriends etc etc etc.
So this all for you guys, love you loads.......

And today i got a new friend who is not in the same town but took out time to send a really touchy message, thanx for your message it really made a difference and now i know you not a lazy person...



Friend
A friend is a person
to laugh and cry with,
An inspiration,
Someone who lends a helping hand,
though friends may not be forever,
And they may not end up together,
the memories of a true friendship will
last forever.
A friend is not a shadow nor a servant
But someone who hold
a piece of a person in his heart.
Someone who shares a smile,
Someone who brightens up your day
What makes a person a friend?
Is by saying your Love will stay.

The week that went by

Like most of the people on Earth for me life was same, as i forgot the fact that the sun rose everyday. Aneway the week that just passsed by was one with mixed... welll to be honest I would say it was a bad one. But I believe life is all about giving shots!!!!

Lets forget what life didnt offer us but rather praise what all it did.

How did I spent this week

Books I read : Value Creation(June Issue), One Gosho (Many in body one in mind), Still reading Thousand Splendid Suns and loved to read Alchemist again



Movies I Saw: Jaane Tu ....Ya Jaane Na (man why are people going crazy, i saw it the second time , whats so great about it , a predictable love story, another Eric Segal book and please where do you get such a boy friend from)

Music I heard: Singh is King (really popular), FM and would like to confess that I love the songs of Jaane tu Jaane Na

Shopping: Sorry I am broke, month end, thanked my stars for not much expenditure but yes i actually bought a beer and breezer with friends so that can be counted And I forgot my moms the best she got me two tops for gym(Thank U)

Gift Recieved: mug from a young girls birthday party




Food Consumed : i was determined to start dieting but all in vain. Aneway ate lots went for lunch on sunday with my best friend and her boyfriend on the occassion of their completion of four years, we had actually gone to big chill but went to blanco, had chicken and rice dish also gennes the beer then to Swagat on Monday with interns so had biryani, bhuna ghosth, chicken tandoori, Choclate Pudding from Angels, Choclate mousse from Janta last saturday, Kadami jalebi, china hut fried chicken momos, Bhakarwari and dats it .



Friends/Relatives/Acquintances I hanged out with: Photo shoot with colleague on saturday, youth divison meeting on sunday so met alot of YWDS from the area, lunch with my best friend and her boyfriend,friday party with office people (loads of fun)



Disasters : Got a biggest shock on sunday my friends sister dating my friends boyfriends best friend......what went wrong, not a match made in heaven anyway, tuesday second shock my friend plans to say yes to guy and is finally engaged now to a guy her mom found for her. Two meetings and a yes.

On phone with : conference with my friend who is now engaged, listening to the story then afterwords a serious discussion with the other friend( what is she doing, is she ready etc etc)spoke to my other best friend who recently move to chicago, now our calls are cut down to once a week, distance matters.



Harmful Activities: Loads of bitching, friday bunking gym for a beer.

Anything Creative: Started writing this blog and thinking ..... deeply



Sadness/Depression/Headache and Heartache: Well a sad week as was finding hard to figure out life, depression as where my life is heading and the usual 'Why me'
Headache yes when there was no work, heartache yes when was waiting for a call and when found a new crush.

Hillarious Stuff: Friday evening party with office people, man we were crazy after a beer and breezer. And teasing a friend after seeing a guys profile on chirkut orkut which her parents plan her to get married to.

Any off beat activity: Started gym again ..... hope to give my best

Future Plans: As always London



Sever Loss: Hairfall

Highlight of the Week : Tinas engaggement, a phone call, photo shoot, wearing saree and my new crush.