The different moods I go through

Most of the time our moods depends on lot of things we go through in our daily lives. But it also depends on lot of people we meet during the day, or people in our life. I mean I am actually letting a person affect how I feel.. which is not so Buddhist. Because in Buddhism we believe that my life should not depend on any external factor.

I quiet like my mundane life , yes the boring routine where I get up in the morning, get ready for office, travel to work, see people around me, spend time with my colleagues and then go back home, go to the gym, meet some people and sleep. So my daily small doses of happiness are somebody being good to me, auto wallah not charging, listening to an old forgotten song, an email from some one, yes this is it. And i really fear when happy moments come because they dont last for long , they come like weekend, quickly come and go.

I recently went through one of these happy phases, where everything was like a dream. But now its fading out, why does it come at the first place?

I am not a good writer like others, but I want to express myself. I am unique in my own way.  Why do things come to you when they are not meant for you...... i hate the argument that says 'Its for your own good, its making you strong' .
Hello! who decides that I need to be strong and why its me.

Enough said about what to do when you feel bad, but when you feel bad what do you do? Forgive the person who has made you feel bad.... Buddhist Compassion
Or indulge in good food, clothes, shopping  or best Bitch about it. Yes! this is the simpliest way of forgettting what has happened to you.
Call up your good friend ( sadly my best listener is in NYC, so the phone calls will be expensive, but I will find an alternative) and talk to her/him. Tell them all the good things that happened, that made you happy. Then tell them all things which went wrong, all thats bothering you, I am sure if he/she is your good friend they will always add to what you are complaining and never stop you from not complaining. If they do ( this person is sensible, find another dumbo who will listen to you) . Even if you have to treat your friends to a Rs. 100 coffee (which your mother can make it anytime better and cheaper and your four days milk expenditure will be that much) , still go treat this person as he is listening to you.

Aaah, I feel so better and I better find my dumbo... I need to get out of this. Too frustrated and thanking you for the good times.